October 31, 2005

Interesting Day

Well, it happened. I should have seen it coming, and I didn't. I got played very badly last night, and as pissed as I was then, I should have known it would come to that.

Turns out that the one girl I've met recently who I really thought was something special, who I really figured that there might be something that was worthwile between us, decided to go and get fucked up by some random guy she met just last night. Sucks even worse for me, because I was sitting in the living room listening to them go at it. Yup. That's right. After showing me lots of interest and leading me on quite nicely, she fucked this guy all but right in front of me. Damn does it suck to be me today.

But that's alright. I'm learning how to roll with people throwing stupid shit at me. Well, I can say I'm glad I found out what kind of person she really is before I wasted any more time or effort on her. I'm glad I can at least walk away and realize that I didn't get screwed over as bad as I could have been. Too bad, I really thought she was cool. Its unfortunate that a friendship had to end like this. Don't even get me started on the guy. That little bastard had better be thankful that 2 good friends of mine held me from beating him down. Thats another story altogether. He might be an asshole, but she still let it happen, and for that one I expect to never hear her voice or see her face again.

I dunno if she reads my blog, but for godsakes, go step on a landmine or something.

October 27, 2005

Shoutbox and Stuff

Well the shoutbox is back, but you have to click the link to the right and it will pop up in a new window for you. So go. Post now. Shout and stuff.

And good luck to the people I know going through some difficult times and working on getting their lives together.

October 24, 2005

Oops.

Oh damn I just realized my shoutbox got kicked out in the layout revamp. Don't worry folks, it'll be back shortly.

October 23, 2005

More from the Dark Corner

Having lots of fun lately. I love my life as it is. I wish I could do this forever. Unfortunately, I'm running out of money and the Army is rushing up fairly quickly. I'm so excited to be getting out and moving on with my life.

On a side note, I'd kinda like to have someone with me when I'm going off to more or less start a new life. I know a relationship isn't in the cards right now, but there's still someone I'd like to keep around for a while.

Its weird, I'm not hanging around so much with the losers I used to run with. I'm hanging with people who are going and getting shit done in their lives and I guess it must be rubbing off on me, because lately I've had the drive to just get things done and take care of the issues in my life. Good stuff. I've got some good friends now, people that I respect and I know I can trust and have my back if it comes to that. Very good stuff.

Anyways, time to go and write some code.

October 20, 2005

Current Events 101

Got nothing really to post this time. Just doing it cause I for some reason think that I should. Doing some photo retouching for a few people lately. Its fun work, but nothing I'm getting paid for. Oh well. They're all my friends anyways, so no big deal.

Looking forward to a good ride with Travis tomorrow. Its supposed to be a real nice day, so it'll be fun. Which reminds me. If I'm going to be up at 9 am to ride for a few hours, I probably should go to bed now.

So long everyone.

October 17, 2005

Random Title

Well, it looks like the layout is mostly done. I'm still thinking about a final color scheme, but I think the whole monochrome/red stuff is overdone. Maybe I'll go really crazy and do a full on tabled/css layout with wicked images and stuff.

Probably not, but maybe. We'll see how things turn out.

The "big news" from a post a bit ago is that I've joined the US Army. It'll be a big change, but I think its something I need to do to help me move on in life. So my life is about to get a whole lot more interesting.

Hmm... not much else to talk about.
Well, I guess that's it for now then.

October 14, 2005

Pictures of the Seven

Alright everybody, here's the moment you've all been waiting for. These are the first photos posted on the internet of my beloved 1995 Kawasaki ZX-7R.





There she is. Isn't she so sexy. I'll try to get a pic or two of it at night with the lights on.

New Layout on the Way

Working my ass off for this new layout. Expect another week or so of random crap getting thrown places it shouldn't.

October 13, 2005

Well, I needed another project to keep me occupied, so I decided to decimate my blog template and start from scratch. Not necessarily from nothing, since this current layout is a standard blogger.com freebie. You all know that its not going to look anything like this by the time I'm done though.

Well, time to go glue my eyes to the screen and work on this until I grow scales and fly.

erm...

yeah.

October 08, 2005

New thing I just finished.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23863709/

anyways, blogger is being stupid, so I can't upload a little preview here. Oh well. Go. Look. Now.

October 06, 2005

This is all too easy. Gotta run and hang out with a few people tonight. Hopefully gonna have some fun. ;)

October 04, 2005

Well, its that time again. The time where I spew my random thoughts and antics forth to this particular corner of the internet.

Not a whole lot going on. There's one BIG thing that might or might not go down, but I'll wait to unveil that later on if it's going to happen or not. ;) Gotta keep all you people checking back. Haven't been working much lately; a few design projects for Travis, but not much else.

Oh and I broke the bike the other day. Went through a corner at like 80 and dragged the right rearset all over the ground. Then it snapped clean off and jammed itself between the rear wheel and swingarm. Not exactly what you want to happen when hanging off in a corner at well above twice the posted limit. Things could have gotten a little intense, but I was lucky enough to have been able to save it. Maybe its a good thing to be out of commission for a while. I've definitely been getting more and more reckless with it lately.

Found someone interesting. Just someone fun to hang with and have a good time.

On the other hand, I really don't care about alot anymore. Complete hypocrites try to tell me what I'm doing is a bad idea. Fuck you and you're self-righteous bullshit you spew at me. In one breath you laugh at me for the choices I make, and in the next you're choking on the liquor you have in a plastic cup, thinking its cool to get so fucked up that you call me and try to have a conversation. Its fucking asinine. Don't even get me started on the other bastards I have to deal with right now. I'm doing a hell of a lot better than some people I know. I care very little for your opinions any more and quite franky I just don't care much more about you. I have very little time right now and I don't need you people wasting any more of it. Every one of you people I'm talking about I care for deeply, but for God sakes have some common fucking sense.

I didn't start out wanting to say all that, but whatever. Take it as you will.

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