tried Sushi for the first time today.

Very interesting stuff. It kicked the shit out of my gag reflex.


Ok, now its time for another rant. I hate my situation here. Its only for the reason that I know I put myself in it. Happens every time, without fail. People get pissed at me cause I don't live up to their expectations, like I was really something all that great to begin with. I'm not a fucking superhero. I'm a moron just like every other guy she's met. I'm not who she thinks I am, and I'm sure as hell not as good as she deserves. Yeah, I put her off badly. Very badly. It had to have hurt, because otherwise I wouldn't be in this situation writing this. For that, I am sorry. For some reason, I feel bad that I don't live up to what she thought I was.

You know the rules.

"Expect nothing, and you will never be disappointed."


I definitely don't need to deal with difficult shit right now.