Its amazing how many people can care about me, and really would like me to feel better, and I still feel alone. I have "friends" everywhere. I go anywhere in Lancaster county, and I'd probably know someone not too far from there. I wonder how many are really friends, and how many don't really care.

I want to go into a coma for like 3 weeks, just so I can see who would really come and see me every day. Everyone I know would come and visit once, people I'm friends with maybe would come twice, but there's precious few that I know would be sitting there every day waiting for me to wake up.

I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like yoU

-MM

My car is in pieces again. Will it ever stop?

I decided to change all the lighting on the interior of my car to either blue or white, to match the head unit. Its amazing how many pieces you can take off and electronics you can disconnect, and the car still works.

Random post; Number 53.

Status unchanged. But things are looking up :-D

having lots of fun with a certain other.

hmm, I thought I posted here within the last few days.

guess not...



man, this life of mine really needs some caffeine.