new car on the way

Well, I got a tip from one of my friends last week about a seriously badass Toyota Supra for sale. Now, generally I consider the supra to be a scaled down version of, say, God. So to make a long story short, I'm doing everything I can do to get my hands on this car, and if all goes well, I'll have a 500 horsepower monster in my possession within 2 weeks.

Wish me luck.

My week has sucked.

A multitude of things have gone wrong this past week. Just yesterday, Susan and I broke up. That was not at all what I expected to come of this relationship. There were so many parts of it that were good, and wonderful, and somehow, it still failed. Now I feel all shitty again, which I was hoping wasn't going to happen so soon. I got all these things running through my head, like "if she cared so much, why wouldn't she want to be with me," and "if I really treated her that well, why would she be so willing to throw it away." Normal stuff.

I know I'm not experiencing anything that hasn't been felt by billions of other people countless times before me, but god damn.

That doesn't make it hurt any less.