My week has sucked.

A multitude of things have gone wrong this past week. Just yesterday, Susan and I broke up. That was not at all what I expected to come of this relationship. There were so many parts of it that were good, and wonderful, and somehow, it still failed. Now I feel all shitty again, which I was hoping wasn't going to happen so soon. I got all these things running through my head, like "if she cared so much, why wouldn't she want to be with me," and "if I really treated her that well, why would she be so willing to throw it away." Normal stuff.

I know I'm not experiencing anything that hasn't been felt by billions of other people countless times before me, but god damn.

That doesn't make it hurt any less.